exams are over!!! but i don't feel the overwhelming happiness. i don't think i felt it last sem either. what happened to my feelings?!
conclusion of another semester. if i successfully make it to china, it will be one year to my next exams (:
getting kind of scared for gip though. i couldn't get through to either coca cola or siemens, so i will most probably end up in shanghai. (what a waste coz olympics is in beijing!) but i originally wanted shanghai anw, so it doesn't matter, huh? and better if its shanghai also, coz den i can be housemate with puayleng! another of the psy major going as well. (:
oh ya, reason for being scared.. gip office contacted me yesterday for an interview, which i am supposed to arrange for and call them myself, either thru phone, skype, msn or qq (i dunno whats tt?!) i just sent an email over asking for a convenient time, yes the email was in chinese and it took me 15 minutes, to type a 2 sentence email. wonder how am i supposed to survive there :( traveling is one thing. living there is another!
and not to mention, my chinese isn't exactly A+ kind. i wasn't involved in any kind of chinese activities, and i am getting really really scared. =x but well, i can survive. i know i can. i speak chinese so we can communicate. thats the least to ask for. hehehe.
i slept at 7 pm last night. due to tummyache and the fatigue of 3 papers in 3 days. i can't imagine laogong's 4 papers in 4 days. it was hard work trying to concentrate on studying. not to mention when i have no confidence or whatsoever.
mummy told me not to study so hard. ultimately its just a piece of paper. but i have already spent so much of my time, energy and not to mention, the pulling down of my gpa becoz of econs, that i am not going to give it up. it would be a waste of so much of my time, i could have used my UEs to take easy modules to get a good gpa!
so this morning i told my mom, its just another year more of hard work. i won't give up and i can't give up now. hehe. but when i am in my final year, i think i will be complaining like mad! muahaha.
i lost track of what i want to say :(
this hols: 30th nov, today? - steamboat with mins, xiang, st & laogong (undecided) 1st dec - kbox with cwen, jun & hui! 2nd dec - daniel's 21st birthday 4th dec - yum cha with mins & family 6th dec - gip sending off ceremony (undecided about going) 13th dec - settlers with mins etc 14th dec - 16th dec - genting with laogong's family 29th dec - 1st jan 08 - taipei with laogong! (not booked)
crossing fingers for the taipei trip hehehe. but have to keep calling back to check, as its the new year period, so we are calling ctc, pricebreaker, everywhere! almost everyday to check for availability. chloe, carol, claire, i miss u guys!!!
pple, i am free!!! all the way till i fly to china! which is mid jan or end of jan, so feel free to contact me to catch up, go shopping, drink high tea, swimming, bowling etc!
and as laogong & i are applying for mexico summer studies, i may only be back for a few days after my china stint, before flying off to mexico for another month or two again. and then its the start of my final year. (horrors of horrors!)
so would really like to have meet ups as much as possible. hehehe. remember to call me along if u guys are going out!
and to all my nus friends who are reading my blog, which is siling, ah ni, meilan? JIAYOU for ur exams!!!! meet ups when everything's over for u guys alright? swimming w ah ni & siling? kbox with siling? hehehe. can't wait!!!
its a looooong post. i am still really nervous about the chinese interview. watching hongkong show........ bye!
Posted by jiawen at 11:27:00 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
its taking every ounce of energy and self-control not to scream the f word out loud in front of her face when i have the chance to. i must be calm and settle everything peacefully. i must i must i must must. i dunno why am i so upset about all these at this stupid exam period. must be pms-ing. argh.
Posted by jiawen at 7:13:00 PM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
hiatus
this sem is very bad. seems like a major 'buang' sem. but i brought it upon myself.
i need to study... i need to study... i need to study... i need to study... i need to study...
if they are, maybe they are not thinking straight.
but doesn't look like it though.
the uncle was like, CUTE?
the guys were laughing,
really really laughing at him.
he turned (coz he dun understand english)
and told them,
very fun yah?
OMG.
=.="
the problem is at the end of the day,
the uncle is already OLD.
you guys are young & fit.
i can't understand why they put this up in youtube.
to make themselves look like idiots who don't respect the elders?
i know they would probably say its for fun,
whats so bad.
YOU GUYS SHOULD FEEL BAD.
the uncle probably NEEDS the money.
for his meals/families and whatnots.
WHY ELSE WOULD HE BE TRISHAWING THE NIGHT AWAY?!
they probably don't understand,
that singapore is not a welfare state.
(should read up more on their general knowledge)
elderlys get no pension whatsoever,
and its very likely that they are not working becoz they want to,
but becoz they have no choice.
oh my i feel like crying after reflecting upon the video now.
feel so unjust for the uncle.
but we shldn't generalise to the entire UK people guess.
never been there, so can't be sure either
these guys just have nothing better to do.
I SURE HOPE AS HELL THEY PAID UP.
FOR THE freakinging 10 bucks?!
my comments are mild compared to the rest of the singaporeans.
check out the video in youtube,
if my IT skills failed & the link is not done to my blog.
=( poor uncle.
hope he is still doing well now.
*and you guys. will get what you deserve 40 years down the road.
Posted by jiawen at 8:39:00 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
more good den not!
guten tag!
i'm currently in an overjoyed mood; he312's presentation is officially OVER! (plus she said our report was GOOD!) and i got the scholarship from temasek funding & ie! which is double the amt compared to scholarship from finanace office. ;) suddenly felt that i have some worth afterall.. hehee...
two good news opposed to one bad one. i am really happy!
of course the bad news may not be tt bad to others. but i dun like it when the efforts are not appreciated. clinical psy report results was sucky. three strikes & u're out. i'd only take lab in abnormal psy if uncle long is teaching now. =)
oh my!!! I AM HAPPY! & congrats piggy sis for completing ur OP! forget bout the trembling man. i was reading from my script for the presentation. muahaha.
ok focused on next up. german oral. social lab presentation. photomod quiz. shumins birthday. sweet. mon to thurs all filled up.
1st dec - kbox with cwen, jun & hui!
2nd dec - daniel's 21st birthday
4th dec - yum cha with mins & family
6th dec - gip sending off ceremony/accommodation sourcing
10th dec - ah gu's ROM dinner
11th dec - out with SIS!
13th dec - settlers with mins (night)
14th dec - 16th dec - genting with laogong's family
23rd dec - xmas celebration with cwen, jun & hui!
