Saturday, September 29, 2007
fragile..
sometimes i feel that friendships are so fragile..maybe i dunno how to maintain a good one..
but they really come & go..
on a brighter note,
09 kbox on wed was a success!
shuqi is really the singing queen in class.
wenxian is the singing king.
LOL~
so tmr is the wkend of our midterm break.
what have i accomplished?
nothing much.
2 projs which is a must,
and a few chpts of clinical psy.
i am going to have to spend time on german this wkend,
or i am so gonna die..
Posted by jiawen at 3:21:00 AM
Monday, September 24, 2007
the computer is evil
i hereby declare tt i am a texas poker addict. =xwasted the entire sunday aftnn & even the night on it!
the computer is evil evil evil!
met up w ah ni & siling yest,
for lunch, & also they helped me with my psy proj.
hehe. thanks girls!
we had mos.
yummy yummy ice milk tea!
glad tt siling likes her bdae present. =p
and thanks siling for making cupcakes for us!
its pretty...
must get photos from sl den can upload.
i have gotten my new phone..
the red w660i..
hehe, thanks laogong for the advance bdae present!
muacks, love you!
& thanks in advance to sec sch peeps.
coz siling says just tell her what i want.
so thanks for the 'soon to get' nano?
hehehe.
shit i think i'm getting too bhb.
man u vs chelsea last night.
great match. hehe.
to me great = man u won!
i have pretty much nicht football knowledge.
i think i have the same feelings as ah ni..
the feeling of, i have nothing much to do,
but the feeling nagging at the back of my mind,
plus tugging at my heart,
that i have loads to do this sem break.
example.....
10 more chapters of clinical psy?
catch up with econs lect/readings/tut?
(which i must say is alot, considering how much i skipped =x)
german test coming up?
(at least i did type some vocab out on sat. took me 4 hrs!)
econs projects = 2 in total.
social psy individual proj + group proj report & presentation
WHY DON'T I FEEL THEIR IMPORTANCE?!
i think its the birthday tts coming up soon.
hehehe.
chosen my cake from angie the choice.
yummy chocolate flavour w a cute picture.
not yet 21, so can be childish abit.
going to have yummy food too!
ah yi going to cook curry & fried noodles (i think),
and she's a great great great cook!
dun need emphasize further right?
(salivating..... but i must jian fei, cannot eat too much =()
i am procastinating with my invitation cards though.
coz my sis is too busy with promos to bother bout me.
BAH. make sure u promote after studying so hard OK!
& where's the surprise u say u planning for me?!
must be abandoned coz too stressed w promos right?
haha, dun worry, dun blame you. =p
ok i need to go back study.
stressssed, but i dun want to study also.
paradoxal me.
Posted by jiawen at 12:07:00 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
| Your Weight is Ideal |
 Your BMI is 20.9 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25 Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height. Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy. So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy! Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on! |
Posted by jiawen at 3:18:00 AM
| You Should Consider Taking a Break! |
 So maybe this guy isn't break up material... But you've had enough of him, for now. Tell him you want a break - or keep it to yourself. Either way, spend some time away from this guy - And see if absence makes *your* heart grow fonder. |
Posted by jiawen at 3:17:00 AM
| You Have Low Self Esteem 16% of the Time |
 Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all. |
Posted by jiawen at 3:11:00 AM
| You Should Honeymoon in Europe! |
 You are a traditional romantic at heart... With a taste for fine wine, museums and beautiful walks. You and your sweetie should get romantic in a cafe in Paris Or get a Eurail pass - and see as many cities as possible! Suggested destinations: Paris, Venice, London, Greece |
Posted by jiawen at 3:11:00 AM
| You Are Not a Cheapskate |
 When it comes to money, you're very fair. You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve. If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend. |
Posted by jiawen at 3:08:00 AM
| You Are A Little Snobby |
 And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed. Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty. And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality. You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface. |
Posted by jiawen at 3:05:00 AM
| You Have Your PhD in Men |
 You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. |
Posted by jiawen at 3:02:00 AM
| You Are 45% Burned Out |
 You're fairly burned out, and it shows. You probably have been feeling a little rundown and irritable lately. If you can, drop a few of your minor responsibilities and focus on what's really important. You have too much on your plate, and it's catching up with you. |
Posted by jiawen at 3:01:00 AM
| You Are a Little Messy |
 You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob. You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done. Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes. You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule! |
Posted by jiawen at 3:00:00 AM
quizzes
| Men See You As Choosy |
 Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait |
Posted by jiawen at 2:47:00 AM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
birthday celebrations planning
so excited!hehehe.
hopefully the peaceful r/s will sustain..
i've taken the step back....
Posted by jiawen at 7:38:00 PM
disappointed
i hate the fact that merely money cld upset me & my mom so much.i only need a guarantor for the sch loan.
i would be the one returning the loan.
why the hard feelings?
its hard enough trying to find the courage to go for it.
i seriously dun see how i can survive there on my own.
but i wan to be strong, i have to act strong.
or i will never have the chance to go for another exchange.
i also wish tt laogong cld be there with me.
i can't even read maps for goodness sake.
but if i don't go for it,
i know i am missing out a really good learning experience.
all the uncertainties makes it even worse.
who knows if any company will want me anyway.
and the financial burden which will be coming up.
and yadayadayada...
and den comes the spendings for my 21st birthday.
money money money.
sometimes i just wish i was born into a rich family...
Posted by jiawen at 1:00:00 AM
Monday, September 17, 2007
sick again?!
started on saturday morning.& lasted till now.
but i had great fun on saturday.
for sharmen's 21st.
loving my manicured fingers.
=)
p.s i really dun wan to argue so much anymore.
and its always about money.
the stupid root of all evil.
if u wan to be supportive, den be supportive all the way.
i did not ask for a single cent from you.
i just need a loan from the sch for goodness sake.
so give me the information that i need & stop nagging!
Posted by jiawen at 9:46:00 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007
a series of ups & downs.
oh well.from the last time i updated,
actually not much happened?
instep results were out on friday,
when i was working in era.
i was so excited tt i used WAP in my hp to check the results.
but i guess i was too excited.
coz i was happily expecting macquire uni in aussie,
but in the end i got pusan national uni in korea.
and i can't speak korean!
how to survive there?!
so i put instep on the waitlist..
den the icon committee called me,
said that i was shortlisted for the main commitee.
i happily assumed that it was for financial controller.
but in the end,
it was for liasion officer.
which i do not want.
so i said i needed to think about it.
i was willing to give up instep for the position de leh.
& i applied for minor in entrepreuneurship.
but in the end i din wan the liasion officer position. =x
spent the wkend slacking away.
not to be proud of, of course.
helped limin w her focus grp in bugis lib.
its the first time i've been inside it!
its huge & of course, nice. =p
and driving practical was on wed morn,
which i failed with an amazing 36 points.
sotong me aced my circuit,
but i failed miserably out in the road.
must be i concentrated too hard in circuit practice alr.
and i happily drove on the right lane after U-turning.
laogong said that shld be an immediate failure.
LOL~
oh well....
my dad & mum both said,
aiya, retake lor.
(p.s of course they like tt say, my $$ mah! hehe)
but my dad also said,
aiya, that 150 bucks,
u will earn more den enough in ur lifetime to cover it back.
thanks daddy!
and den the good news came tt night.
i got into GIP china work & study program!!!!
i was so happy lah!
i thought i flunked the interview like mad.
shall not elaborate bout tt..
=x
and... my mommy finally relented for the GIP!
even though it meant going alone!
so china here i come!!!
i'm loving it~
so isn't my life a series of ups & downs since the last time i updated?
=p
Posted by jiawen at 1:01:00 AM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
flu again...
sitting in the free access lab now.yes. at 10.25 pm, still in school.
laogong went for main comm interview,
waiting for him to go home!
sharmen forgot to invite me to his 21st bdae.
& he din even have my hp number!!!
which seems to tell me,
i shld start preparing my invitation list soon?
haha.
random:
some feelings can't be forgotten.
its been nearly 10 yrs.
9 to be exact.
haha.
din know that i still feel the same way.
Posted by jiawen at 10:22:00 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
i'm back!
seriously very tired now.after a 4 hours of slp from last night,
and walking around comex,
its really a trying experience.
i thought we cld chop chop get his laptop & go hm.
so i can nap in the afternoon.
but in the end we only got back bout 6.30.
there goes the afternoon.
and i'm dead tired now.
he got his sony vaio in the end.
i know most prob u wouldn't be reading this.
sorry that i was so grumpy.
& that i was fickle minded.
but ur temper also v bad!
so it goes both ways. =p
going to sleep.
hope u will slp early...
night!
