Monday, September 11, 2006

left on the shelf?

dunno y suddenly tot of tt.
just thinking..
what if.....
just what if.....
i made it for the exchange.

its not as though being away in usa for 3 mths plus ain't enough.
exchange is going to be like wat?
half a yr?
or even more?

its kind of scary when both of us wans to get the most out of everything.
i am pretty sure.
when he has the chance,
he'd jump at it and leave s'pore too.
he respected my choice.
if he choose to,
i will respect his.

BUT!!!
can a r/s really be sustained..
if i keep going overseas,
den he goes overseas.
and so on?

of course.
i'm hoping he can go with me,
if i made it for exchange.
like go there work or smthing.
but a part of me kind of know..
he's not v keen bout it.
talk bout letting the cat out of the bag.
shan elaborate.

i am at a dilemna,
of whether i want the exchange dream to come true.
sigh~

p/s isn't it tt girls shld be the one following behind the guys?
so i shldn't be sad if he din follow behind me right?
coz,
it just isn't right for tt to happen.
right?

-the problem is we both yearn to soar-

Posted by jiawen at 12:30:00 AM